Winter Break

My finals ended on Thursday. Glad to get over it. I was completely lost and stressed out. I took five classes during the fall semester. I know I didn't pass one class; I passed three classes, but what about the last one? I hope I pass it. I hate repeating classes. I hate wasting time. I don't want to stay in college for ten years. I need to reach for my dreams, especially at a young age. I've already wasted for than ten years of my life being depressed and doing nothing useful.

Christmas is coming and I don't feel any joy or celebrating at all. It's not that I hate the holidays, it's just that I don't find any reason to celebrate at all since I have no one closed to me in my life and I've always been alone. It's always been like this for the past eleven years. Although I have materialistic things, I want something that's better like love, peace, and happiness with my love ones (that I've always longed to have).