New Year's Day is almost over. My life has been empty for over 10 years. When will it ever change? I want a good change in my life. I wish I was somewhere else for a count down with loving friends and/or family members, but I don't have anyone in my life and I have no money. I feel so hopeless and useless that the 2009 year will either be the same or get worse.
I feel like it's too late to move on and start my life. I wish I could turn back the time to no later than 1998. I really regret missing out on my teen years. I wish I had a chance to be young to have fun and the adventure that I never got a chance to experience.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
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